i am 17 weeks pregnant and a bit stressed. My husband and i are both in the military and stationed in germany. this pregnancy to begin with was a huge surprise, however, we were both really happy and excited to start our family.
BEing in the military has stress of its own given that were away from home and family a great deal. I know the last time i was home was two years ago. nonetheless, i have tried to keep a good positive attitude, then, i found out i was pregnant. Then the reality hit me that i was not going to be able to share this wonderful experience with my family. aside from the distance my husband and i have been confined to a small room with a shared bathroom. bottom line throughout my pregnancy there has been many times where i have almost hit bottom and have felt like falling apart. I've had to deal with ignorant individuals that you can not say anything to because of rank, a smelly sweet mate that does not shower (that was horrible during my first trimester), loud music that makes your walls shake till 2 in the morning, and a defac that takes most of your money and provides horrible meals. yet i still was able to make it through it all some how.
Then two days ago i had some good news, i was finally going home. yet these people always have a way of giving you bad news. my husband found out that the room he was given was going to be taken from him. that to us was our home and they were taking it from us. the situation just made me sick, emotional, and tired. i lost my appetite, sleep, and i just feel like crying.
i am writing this really to blow some steam off and for someone just to listen... the fact of the matter is nothing can be done and ill have to tough it out like i have been. i just keep reminding myself that i will be home soon enough.
Source: http://pregnancy.supportgroups.com/sg/pregnancy/little-stressed
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